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Dohalim Melqal il Qaras Na'amo ([personal profile] ilqaras) wrote in [community profile] eggbowl2023-08-01 01:28 am

[Dohalim/Gepard] I don't know how to feel...

[Dohalim wouldn't necessarily call it a chaotic disarray currently, but the sudden departure of one of his captains is, understandably, enough to shake the knights. Serval was truly one of his best, and one who upheld his ideals of coexistence to their core. so it was a surprise to receive her resignation letter, and a quick word of appreciation for the opportunity to serve under him; before he could say anything to try to convince her to change her mind, she was off. though, Dohalim is sure that anything he could have said would have been met with decline. the Landaus, for all their loyalty in serving the il Qaras family for generations (despite their own nobility), are a stubborn folk, and once they've made up their mind on anything, there would be no convincing them of otherwise.


honestly, even if the decision was abrupt, Dohalim knows that she'll be fine. that isn't what's on his mind as he heads down the ornate hallway to the barracks. perhaps a visit paid by him will lift the knights' spirits, but really, he has every intention on seeing one person. Gepard... Serval is his sister, after all. he's not sure what the man is thinking, if he knew of her resignation long before she had made it official, or if this came to just as a surprise to him as everyone else. either way, it would be nice to see Gepard and offer whatever words he can to him.

of course, as soon as he enters the barracks, he's bombarded with questions and requests by the other guards, wondering just what will happen, and how Serval's unit will be taken care of. as much as he wants to brush them aside to look for Gepard, he just can't, in good faith, so it seems like he'll be here for a while. oh well, what kind of leader would he be if he didn't listen to his people?]
earthwork: (♪To believe)

[personal profile] earthwork 2023-08-28 04:22 am (UTC)(link)
[it's not as awkward, he thinks, the second time. maybe that's just because he feels like he's losing his mind a little, body primed and wanting as agile fingers tease his prostate... it doesn't matter, he supposes. they scissor and Gepard's whines turn a little more wanton, head tilting back just so.

Dohalim speaks and it takes a short moment for the blond to respond, struggling to focus on his face before managing a nod. it's a little overwhelming, sure, but that's not a bad feeling. above all else, he doesn't want to stop.]


Do... please...

[the words are slurred and lazy, the way he presents himself shameless in his want.]
earthwork: (♪One day I know we will meet again)

[personal profile] earthwork 2023-08-28 08:37 am (UTC)(link)
I-

[there's no way Do doesn't know what he's doing. not when he can see every reaction the blond makes to every single movement, the way his senses seem to depart with every new movement and sensation. something about that fact makes it somehow more enticing, more... intimate.

it doesn't really help him in finding words, though. his breaths feel so ragged, head dizzy, and still he doesn't want to stop.]


I... more...

[that's... about as much as he can gather, in the end. he can only imagine what he's going to be like when it's more than just the redhead's fingers inside him, deep and hot and thick--

subtly, he bites down on his knuckle, trying to find any way to keep his focus. it isn't helping.]
earthwork: (♪And it's all that I will ever need)

[personal profile] earthwork 2023-08-28 09:36 am (UTC)(link)
Ah... haah...

[it feels like forever. his whole body feels like it's on fire and only getting worse as movements quicken, trembling at the slightest provocation. Dohalim could do just about anything to him in this moment, and he would probably thank him for it afterward.

there's barely a shift in his brows by the time a third finger slips in; everything feels so pleasantly spread open, warm and pliant, and knowing it's Dohalim above him... ah. what a wonderful knowledge that is. it only makes his anticipation for what's to come greater, even if he doesn't have the sense to demand anything more than he's given.]


Mmn... yes. Hurry...

[Gepard's voice is breathy and light when Dohalim's positioned against his entrance, muscle twitching impatiently. his kiss is still as soft and sweet and gentle as ever, but that impatience is starting to seep into the rest of him. trembling fingers shift to slide over his shoulders, curling against warm, dark skin.]
earthwork: (♪And I'll stand in the snow)

[personal profile] earthwork 2023-08-28 10:21 am (UTC)(link)
Ah-

[whose fault is that? Gepard can't even muster the words, especially as he finally pushes in. it's different from everything else. thick and hot, stretching him open an inch at a time... ah. though it threatens to pull the breath from his lungs, Gepard hangs on - it's not painful, after all.

it's just... a lot. he can feel the prickle of wet heat in his eyes as his breaths grow more ragged and shallow, until finally, the redhead bottoms out. ah... ah. he feels so full, and his fingers dig into Dohalim's back lightly. his face nuzzles against the other's, a warm groan escaping his lips.]


Haaah... haah... you too... so full...
earthwork: (♪One day I know we will meet again)

[personal profile] earthwork 2023-08-29 08:44 am (UTC)(link)
[every movement pulls little hitched breaths from the blond, his expression soft and happy between each sweet and gentle kiss. in spite of every ounce of discomfort, every other sensation was just... so much stronger. the fact that it was Dohalim above him, shifting his leg up or pulling him closer... ah, it's bliss.

the first movement earns him a deep groan, his cheeks heating up at the sheer feeling of it. maybe he'd expected some of it, but it's still better than he could have ever imagined. and then-- then he pulls back again, hips snapping forward, and the noise Gepard makes is absolutely sinful. oh, that's... oh...]


Do... haah... again... [it's-- better, isn't it? somehow it feels demanding, though really all he's doing is saying what felt best, right? either way, the other Renan has listened to him so far. surely, he'll understand how much it's necessary with the way Gepard clings to him, nails digging pleasantly into skin. as it is, he buries his face in Dohalim's shoulder, cheeks hot.] Fuck...
earthwork: (♪Hear my promise of blistering light)

[personal profile] earthwork 2023-08-29 05:11 pm (UTC)(link)
[He'd intended to keep relatively quiet, knowing where he is and who he is. Rumors fly with little provocation, and he isn't sure if they can afford them. But as the redhead snaps his hips back in again, his cry is sharp and needy, almost echoing to his ears. Teeth bite down on his shoulder and any sense of control is lost in the moment.

He's able to focus just enough to mumble some incoherent thing, body shifting with the younger man's urging, trembling with every harsh snap of hips deep inside. Every thrust jolts him in place, breath coming in soft puffs and gasps as he's fucked. It still feels... sweet, somehow, in spite of it all. Well, in the moments between the utter urgency to be completely filled, muscles squeezing around the intruding cock as it bottoms out again and again. His own dick aches between his legs, smearing pre onto his skin with each jolt of hips.

Truthfully, he almost doesn't notice it in the midst of everything, the way his legs ache in the other's grasp, or the way one hand threads into soft hair to hold him more securely against bare skin. The pleasure is just too much; it's overwhelming in the best way, slowly stripping away every layer of propriety and control he has. He wants more, in some distant and greedy thought, utterly at the mercy of Do's own pace.]
earthwork: (♪And I'll stand in the snow)

[personal profile] earthwork 2023-08-30 06:50 pm (UTC)(link)
[instinct is certainly serving him well. Dohalim picks up the pace again and the guardsman's head falls back, practically drowning in the sensations. At the very least, he supposes, he can count himself lucky... no one knows what he sounds like in the middle of being fucked, and he certainly doesn't sound like the calm, collected captain.]

Do—halim— haah... ah...

[The feeling of just losing sight of everything else he focuses on is... nice. It's cathartic to not have to think about the things he's lost, the measures of his duty and his people. Like this... maybe he deserves this, even a little. With someone he's cared about for longer than he'd dare to admit... to know that it's now known and reciprocated—

A hand pushes down in his thigh and he hitches a breath, peering up in the swimming clarity he's managed to claw hold of. Dohalim is just so— hot and thick, and he thinks he can almost feel every inch as it opens up his insides to fit him. Every shiver should probably be alarming, every hazy thought, but he... likes it. It's safe with Dohalim. He can be himself, emotional and soft and - perhaps - just a little needy...]


Do—ha— more... [His voice is plaintive; it'll be overwhelming, but he wants it. Besides, the redhead finds his mark, and that alone makes the blond arch up sharply, vice actually, truly echoing in the room.] Ah—haaah... haah... ag-again... I'm so close...

[He can feel heat pricking the corners of his eyes again, but he doesn't mind. Maybe later he will, but right now all that matters is getting dragged to the point where he can't think of anything else. Nothing but the man above him, inside him.]
earthwork: (♪One day I know we will meet again)

[personal profile] earthwork 2023-08-31 11:11 am (UTC)(link)
[there's something depravedly beautiful about listening to Dohalim, vulgar words falling from his lips the same way they'd slipped from his own. perhaps depraved is the wrong word... but it comes to mind regardless. even so, he can feel the way his cheeks heat up again as Dohalim peers down at him, asks so sweetly but so plainly what Gepard wants. asks, ultimately, if he can finish inside.

honestly, nothing could change the answer for the blond, especially not now.]


Haaah... ah... y-yes... please...

[he clings to the words as he clings to Dohalim himself, wondering just what to expect. well, no. he has a good idea what to expect, given how hot his own pre has been on his belly, but still. the want to know is there, to feel it pouring inside him, preferably as he cums in turn.]
earthwork: (♪Hear my promise of blistering light)

[personal profile] earthwork 2023-09-01 07:17 pm (UTC)(link)
[fingers wrap around his cock to stroke it, and Gepard can only cry out again, hips rocking and shifting into both motions. Oh, that's a lot to handle, but it really is the best feeling somehow. His cock was already still a bit sensitive, but now it aches for release with every snap of hips and shift of hands.

And he really can't help it. In the face of Do's vulgarity, praising him for taking him so well and for how good he feels, Gepard can't help but feel shy in turn. There's no need to act on it, of course - it's just there in the way he pitches his head or covers his face, and still his expression is so deeply wanton that it's impossible to misinterpret. He didn't imagine the other Renan could be so vulgar, but it's... exciting. Even if he's not the only one to hear it, knowing he's reduced the redhead to this just with his body is enough.

His own... well, he can actually feel the tears threatening to overwhelm him now, hot and suffocating as every second of waiting for orgasm seems to be. Dohalim's name falls from his lips, pleading and wanting and altogether sweet, brief exhales occasionally still bearing some vulgar words or a plea.

All at once, the pace stops; his body ceases being shaped and stirred in favor of being purely spread open, and oh. it's absolute bliss, heat pouring into his hole, his entire body trembling and arching up as his cock throbs in Dohalim's hand. That's a little embarrassing, too - there's just so much, cum splashing hot and slick against pale skin as the other's fills him, hole squeezing as if to milk him off every drop on pure instinct. His breath suddenly sounds so loud to himself, every gasp and moan and murmur almost deafening in the relative quiet of the aftermath.

They... really did this. Truly. It only dawns on him as his orgasm comes to an end, and as he looks between them, it's— a lot. Do's hips press flush to his, pale thighs spread wide around them, and the undeniable trail of white streaking over his chest and stomach leading to his own dick, squeezed in dark fingers... there really is no going back now. There never was, but now? Gepard doesn't think he could go back to just being a guard for this man, now. His body aches from the exertion, cheeks red from the embarrassment and excitement both, and he'd like to pull him down into more of those sweet kisses, but his whole body seems to have other plans.

That is to say he's not able to get his arms to listen; they don't seem to want to move, and maybe that's a fear of breaking the moment. It feels like if he moves, even to pull the younger man into a kiss, that will start some kind of clock, pushing them back toward propriety and their abandoned posts and duties sooner.

So, he doesn't. Chest heaving softly, Gepard stays as he is, reveling in the feeling as adrenaline fades. And in that moment, he's truly vulnerable, expression unguarded and sweet.]
earthwork: (♪My dear I promise)

[personal profile] earthwork 2023-09-02 05:42 pm (UTC)(link)
[that movement jump-starts his hands, at least. Fingers lace with his and he's pleased to entwine them more fully, the gesture sweet and warm as any other. A soft noise escapes when he's pulled into that kiss though, tongue meeting the intruding one; he can still taste a little of himself there, he thinks...

It breaks before he can be completely overwhelmed, at least. Gepard may have significant stamina and endurance, but he can admit to still feeling... rather overstimulated in this moment. The mess on him isn't yet uncomfortable, but it's rapidly leaning that way as it cools.]


I... [He wants to accept, without hesitation. As it stands, he nuzzles Dohalim in turn.] do you think it's a safe enough choice...? I do find myself loath to leave you, nor cause you trouble... although, I think I'll need to clean up soon...

[God, he's such a mess right now, actually. Heaven help him when he tries to get up, too. Gepard can handle most everything, but had they been as gentle as would probably be smart? Maybe not.]
earthwork: (♪And I'll stand in the snow)

[personal profile] earthwork 2023-09-03 11:55 pm (UTC)(link)
You have nothing to apologise to me for.

[it's only that there's... propriety to consider. life is complicated, far too complicated sometimes. a hand rises up as Dohalim pushes himself up, to cup his chin and stop him from turning away yet. he didn't say it to make him feel guilty, especially with how badly he wants to stay...]

I want to stay. I just... don't want to make things difficult for you later. If you want to continue this way, I won't refuse.

[ultimately, his reputation is... only so endangered. no matter how highly Dohalim is regarded, people attack the highest ranks first, and between a guard captain and his Lord...]

Maybe... there's somewhere we could set up for... times like these. That won't raise suspicions for either of us. Something like it.

[exhaling a sigh, he shifts to sit up - and can't stop the sharp inhale of breath as he does. that... that's unexpected. his whole lower body feels... weak, aching. was it really that much exertion?]

Ah... haaah... it may take me a moment.

[he definitely has every intention of powering through it, but it does dawn on him just how much they've now done, in the most tangible way.]
earthwork: (♪And it's all that I will ever need)

[personal profile] earthwork 2023-09-04 10:28 pm (UTC)(link)
Then stay I shall.

[It's always been a marvel to him, how sweet and gentle Dohalim is. The brush of lips on his palm only brings that thought right back, and his expression is soft and enamored just in watching.

As the other pulls out, Gepard makes every effort not to moan or gasp aloud. The slow movement should help, but it does also stir up some further sensations of want. He opens his mouth to say something when Dohalim's eyes begin to glow though, breath hitching just so faintly at the touch of fingers on his thigh.

He'd never been able to describe it, but Dohalim's healing has always felt... exceptionally pleasant, even compared to equally skilled others. Perhaps it's gentler because of his connection to the earth and plants? Gepard doesn't know.

But it is a little bit of a relief when the ache settles in his legs... and a bit less of a relief when he realises he can feel spend starting to ooze out of him, a reminder of what was done, and that he feels a little... empty now. There's a passing realisation that maybe the redhead had even managed to leave marks on his thighs - and the reminder,
as it tingles in healing, of just how hard he'd sucked on Gepard's neck.]


No, no. I'm fine, it's just... [Gepard has to laugh, scrubbing a cheek idly.] My legs are just a bit wobbly, I think. I'm not used to the exertion, that's all. If I weren't such an awkward mess, I might... not want to stop so soon.

[It's a little embarrassing, maybe. He's always been fit and strong, so it's definitely news to realise he can be taken down so easily in intimacy. Still, he'll be fine once he's on his feet, he just has to get them used to not being wrapped around Do's hips again.]
earthwork: (♪To believe)

[personal profile] earthwork 2023-09-05 01:03 pm (UTC)(link)
I wouldn't call myself worn out, really. [Gepard laughs in turn, taking every expression and feeling in stride.] My legs are the only problem, and I presume it's just because it's a remarkably different exercise from what I'm used to.

[As to just existing when he's so messy... that's a little more personal. Maybe his time on the battlefield has something to do with it, but as slick turns to sticky and eventually dries out... the idea is unpleasant.

The redhead mentions carrying him, and Gepard makes a soft, certainly embarrassed noise. He's got a point, of course - the last thing he'd like to do is make Do heal him more too... but of course, it's easier to push past knowing that no one should see them.

Maybe his reputation does matter a little.]


If... if you're sure, I have no reason to refuse. I doubt I would fall, but I'm... rather loath to be farther from you than I must. [which likely answers the unasked question of bathing... Gepard shifts to make it easier to maneuver, hands already a little antsy to be around Dohalim again.] I'll... try not to make you more messy while we walk.

[never mind that there's still spend both all over his chest and slowly oozing out of him.]

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