[while that excuse may work, the idea that he won't be able to see Gepard, or the fact that Kelzalik would try to distance the both of them doesn't sit well with him. there's something in Dohalim's eyes that reflects that, despite his calm demeanor, and the way he wrings his hands in his lap nervously. the very thought of being away from the blond almost leaves him breathless, gasping for air, his heart pounding in his chest. they'd only just reciprocated their feelings for each other and now...]
Will I still be able to see you, then? Or would that be unwise?
[Dohalim's voice is soft, apprehensive, as if the mere suggestion was a taboo. he doesn't know if Gepard intends to stay away while Kelzalik's accusations are investigated, but he doesn't want that. he doesn't want to have to roam the halls of Autelina Palace by himself. he doesn't want to entertain the idea that he won't be able to see Gepard waiting on him with that soft, adoring smile on his face. he still wants to feel his warmth, his strength, but if they have to remain apart...
he lets out a shuddering sigh, bringing his hands up to rub at his face. even if it's just the both of them, Dohalim can't let his true emotions out, even though he desperately wants to]
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Will I still be able to see you, then? Or would that be unwise?
[Dohalim's voice is soft, apprehensive, as if the mere suggestion was a taboo. he doesn't know if Gepard intends to stay away while Kelzalik's accusations are investigated, but he doesn't want that. he doesn't want to have to roam the halls of Autelina Palace by himself. he doesn't want to entertain the idea that he won't be able to see Gepard waiting on him with that soft, adoring smile on his face. he still wants to feel his warmth, his strength, but if they have to remain apart...
he lets out a shuddering sigh, bringing his hands up to rub at his face. even if it's just the both of them, Dohalim can't let his true emotions out, even though he desperately wants to]