[Dohalim is silent for a moment or two, as if assessing everything they've done so far, and what they both want now. he watches those soft eyes, before leaning down to rest their foreheads together. Gepard... truly is a wonderful man, and Dohalim isn't sure he deserves him. but Rena above does he want to keep him]
I've... I've wanted this for so long. [he repeats himself, as if trying to tell himself that he does deserve this, even though their respective positions make this a taboo] Since before we left Lenegis, I've...
[perhaps he'd always felt something with Gepard, but just denied himself that. he's sure that even back home, if they were to pursue some sort of relationship with each other, that the both of them would be looked down upon for it. so maybe that's why he never said anything... but here, in Menancia, there's a sort of freedom with that... it's just... their positions...
he can overlook it for now, but how long can he push that thought aside before it comes back to nip at his heels? would it be fair to Gepard if they were to keep this as a secret affair? could he possibly ask him of that?]
...Are you sure, Gepard? Would you let me take you?
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I've... I've wanted this for so long. [he repeats himself, as if trying to tell himself that he does deserve this, even though their respective positions make this a taboo] Since before we left Lenegis, I've...
[perhaps he'd always felt something with Gepard, but just denied himself that. he's sure that even back home, if they were to pursue some sort of relationship with each other, that the both of them would be looked down upon for it. so maybe that's why he never said anything... but here, in Menancia, there's a sort of freedom with that... it's just... their positions...
he can overlook it for now, but how long can he push that thought aside before it comes back to nip at his heels? would it be fair to Gepard if they were to keep this as a secret affair? could he possibly ask him of that?]
...Are you sure, Gepard? Would you let me take you?