[it's just so painfully Gepard to uphold those traditions, to accept whatever it is that is asked of him. it's honestly the way of Renan society. they all have their places and positions, responsibilities to tend to. he's no different. he had the expectations of becoming a lord placed on him that he'd trained every day until the time came that he had to go through his trials. if it were up to him, then things would have been different. quite possibly, both his and Gepard's lives would be different. there would be things he would act upon without hesitation, if reciprocated--
no, he really shouldn't be thinking about that.
sighing softly to himself, Dohalim glances up at the other man, the setting sun creating a halo of light around him, or so it seems. he so wants to reach up and tilt Gepard's face towards him, so he can look at those blue eyes--]
What creative messes? As far as I remember, I'm the one who gets dragged into them.
[Dohalim's argument is only half hearted, but he matches Gepard's wry smile with his own. leave it to the captain to pull him out of thoughts he shouldn't be thinking about. it would be silly of him to think that whatever deeper feelings and need for connection would be met in kind by the man; they're only friends]
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[it's just so painfully Gepard to uphold those traditions, to accept whatever it is that is asked of him. it's honestly the way of Renan society. they all have their places and positions, responsibilities to tend to. he's no different. he had the expectations of becoming a lord placed on him that he'd trained every day until the time came that he had to go through his trials. if it were up to him, then things would have been different. quite possibly, both his and Gepard's lives would be different. there would be things he would act upon without hesitation, if reciprocated--
no, he really shouldn't be thinking about that.
sighing softly to himself, Dohalim glances up at the other man, the setting sun creating a halo of light around him, or so it seems. he so wants to reach up and tilt Gepard's face towards him, so he can look at those blue eyes--]
What creative messes? As far as I remember, I'm the one who gets dragged into them.
[Dohalim's argument is only half hearted, but he matches Gepard's wry smile with his own. leave it to the captain to pull him out of thoughts he shouldn't be thinking about. it would be silly of him to think that whatever deeper feelings and need for connection would be met in kind by the man; they're only friends]