[if he's honest, he doesn't know what to do with that information. not her little tease - gods forbid he doesn't know how stubborn he is. but the idea of following his heart, knowing what it can lead to... no, it's not an easy choice by any means.

for all she knows, and all she doesn't know, that's true. it's terrifying to let himself be earnest about all of it, even with himself.]

Haha... you are wise as ever, Rukkhadevata. [it's a small concession, but it certainly is one.] I shall... take it under consideration. I do wonder if he wouldn't prefer someone better able to understand him, though.

[as if he doesn't really understand, even if he can't offer the words of solace someone like Rukkhadevata could.]