[Melqal hums softly, eyes closing as he feels the hand in his hair and pressing against the side of his face. he's glad that Morax takes the time to think on his suggestion, and more so when he agrees to it]
I suppose you could say that he and I had a conversation while I was getting changed.
[is that what he can call it? it's strange, speaking as if he and Dohalim had a conversation face to face, but in their mind... but it also sounded clear as day; there's no doubt that there are two minds in one body. they're both separate people, with different thoughts and experiences. similar are they when it comes to the minute details, but they're both different people.
Melqal thinks it's better this way. the fact that the both of them are here rather than he completely take over Dohalim's body and life. he wants the other to thrive in his own life (even if he's so determined to die), to continue to have those different experiences, to lead a life he wants to, rather than be tied to his duties and obligations. Melqal supposes that they way to do it is through means like this, to have him experience what he and Morax have with each other, to pull him into their warmth, to remind him that it's alright to have emotions such as this, and it's alright for him to enjoy these things.
honestly, he's still surprised that Dohalim had agreed to it. Melqal just hopes he doesn't raise too much concern when he and Morax eventually do really go at each other. they can... sometimes be a lot. sure, he's given Dohalim a small warning, but Melqal's worried that he may have downplayed that a little bit.
especially when all he wants is to either be ruined, or ruin Morax]
He's agreed to it, at least, and I did mention to him that if it is too much, we can stop. I only want him to be as comfortable as I can make it for him.
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I suppose you could say that he and I had a conversation while I was getting changed.
[is that what he can call it? it's strange, speaking as if he and Dohalim had a conversation face to face, but in their mind... but it also sounded clear as day; there's no doubt that there are two minds in one body. they're both separate people, with different thoughts and experiences. similar are they when it comes to the minute details, but they're both different people.
Melqal thinks it's better this way. the fact that the both of them are here rather than he completely take over Dohalim's body and life. he wants the other to thrive in his own life (even if he's so determined to die), to continue to have those different experiences, to lead a life he wants to, rather than be tied to his duties and obligations. Melqal supposes that they way to do it is through means like this, to have him experience what he and Morax have with each other, to pull him into their warmth, to remind him that it's alright to have emotions such as this, and it's alright for him to enjoy these things.
honestly, he's still surprised that Dohalim had agreed to it. Melqal just hopes he doesn't raise too much concern when he and Morax eventually do really go at each other. they can... sometimes be a lot. sure, he's given Dohalim a small warning, but Melqal's worried that he may have downplayed that a little bit.
especially when all he wants is to either be ruined, or ruin Morax]
He's agreed to it, at least, and I did mention to him that if it is too much, we can stop. I only want him to be as comfortable as I can make it for him.