[Dohalim nods slowly, as if his mind is wading through molasses. he's not sure what to think of this whole thing, nor how to react to Melqal and Morax's relationship. not that he himself minds the union of two men but... could the both of them been pining for each other for hundreds of years, truly? could love transcend all time and last this long?
more questions to add to the mountainous pile. he can feel a headache coming on as he sorts through his own memories; he can feel the line between his own and Melqal's start to blur ever so slightly. what happens next? will Melqal take over? would he cease to be? it doesn't seem like the other person in him would leave anytime soon, not when he found Morax at long last. but to lose his own autonomy because of a past love and life... is that what would happen?
he can feel Melqal's eagerness to be with Morax again, the warm feeling blooming in his chest. but with it comes a cold anxiety flowing through his veins. he sits up, eyes looking at the other with a slight uncertainty, hands pulling away to gently place in his lap. fingers start wringing each other as he sorts through... well, everything. just what does he do next?
it's no secret to himself that he holds little value of his own life, but to lose it like this, if it comes down to it... then again, perhaps it may be beneficial of sorts to forfeit himself to this other person. perhaps if he were to fade into obscurity so Melqal and Morax could be together once more... perhaps it wouldn't be so bad]
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more questions to add to the mountainous pile. he can feel a headache coming on as he sorts through his own memories; he can feel the line between his own and Melqal's start to blur ever so slightly. what happens next? will Melqal take over? would he cease to be? it doesn't seem like the other person in him would leave anytime soon, not when he found Morax at long last. but to lose his own autonomy because of a past love and life... is that what would happen?
he can feel Melqal's eagerness to be with Morax again, the warm feeling blooming in his chest. but with it comes a cold anxiety flowing through his veins. he sits up, eyes looking at the other with a slight uncertainty, hands pulling away to gently place in his lap. fingers start wringing each other as he sorts through... well, everything. just what does he do next?
it's no secret to himself that he holds little value of his own life, but to lose it like this, if it comes down to it... then again, perhaps it may be beneficial of sorts to forfeit himself to this other person. perhaps if he were to fade into obscurity so Melqal and Morax could be together once more... perhaps it wouldn't be so bad]